Rehab

We always reverted right back to each other

They told us if we let go 
And still return then it must be love

Because if we can’t be apart, 
then we must be meant to be together

However, we just keep coming 
Right back to destroy one another

So realistically speaking 
Being together really isn’t any better

We were just addicted -

Addicted to the pain of hurting each other 
Consistently

Addicted to the laughs,

The lies,

The sex,

The fights -

All in that order

We’d make up then break up

Then do it all over again

I’d say I’m over this and 
That the last time was the last time

But last time I recall 
We’ve already had 6 more ‘last times’

Here we are 
Fighting over the same things again

You’d say I hate you

And I’d say well fuck you too

Thirty days later

I’d be fucking you again too

Three months later

I’m checking back in –

Into the rehabilitation center

Of our own bullshit

We keep turning ourselves back in.

#withloveKM