Cold Sweats

You were always such a bad habit to call 

I kept making the same decision 
And expecting a different result 

You’d come - 

We’d make love - 

You’d talk too much - 

I’d analyze every word - 

You’d lie in my arms -

I’d lie and tell you it’s time to go…

You’d say, 
“Twenty more minutes, 
just one more time” 

But this already has gone on 
“twenty minutes” too long

I’d try to fight falling back so hard, 
but there was no use

I tried to mask my withdrawals with 

Reading, writing and the company of others

But that did nothing... 

I never knew how addicted I was to him, until I tried to leave him alone.

#withloveKM